Doodled on lunch, at work. Behold the first doodle in my new planner, and of course it’s Enzio lol.

I feel sort of bad that today’s drawing is so simple and lame. But I spent an awful amount of time playing. with my tablet’s settings. I’m getting it to do more specific commands on the desktop and within the program That was fun and kept me pretty busy tonight. Guys, right now I’m typing by writing out what I want to say on an on-screen writing recognizer thing. It takes forever because my handwriting is atrocious AUGH!!! But it’s still fun, and means I can do this from my bed >:D (Darnit, emotes are hard…)

Anyway, thanks guys, for being sweet last night, It means alot to me. I’ll be back to my perky self in no time. How couldn’t I be with such boss buddies!? >:D

Oh,yeah almost forgot. That’s me making the face I always make when I’m drinking the first brewing of my fave tea. I don’t know why but sometimes re-brewing tealeaves gives it a new taste (at least with loose leaf, baggies seem to lose taste completely). My fave has an awful bitter taste on first brew but the five after get sweeter and sweeter. It’s the weirdest thing. :I But yeah, I drink the first brew anyway ‘cause it’d be a waste not to… (still drinking it)

Ah, been sorta sad an inactive everywhere lately. Part was school, finals were pretty tough, and I really wanted to focus and do well.

But I have been finished with school this semester for a few days now, and still off the grid. I also had a break-up recently, like a month ago though, really. It wasn’t particularly messy, or awful, I suppose. I don’t know, I haven’t had many relationships to compare it to, and none had me as close to my other as this had. But alas, we’re done, he insist it’s nothing I’ve done and he’s sorry he just can’t do it anymore, but that doesn’t make it feel any better. I feel like it kind of makes it worse, ‘cause I’ve no reason to be happy it’s over or to say ‘good ridance’, all that’s left is alot of sad and heartbroken feelings and each memory that used to make me smile just brings me to tears,. I just don’t know what to do with the feelings either, I never felt like this before. Managed to keep myself busy with school but now that it’s done I just… don’t wanna do much of anything.

But I have been doing much better lately, I still got family perking me up everyday, and I’m done crying it seems. I want to pull myself out of this, ‘cause it just has never been me to mope and feel sorry for myself. Hopefully I’m myself soon.

That being said, decided to start something. I’m goanna see if I can’t get myself back in the drawing habit (‘cause boy have I been out of it lately) by putting myself to draw at least once everyday. Hope I can keep it up. For today we have a lil’ messy vent doodle. I’ll try to do something happier tomorrow though.

See you around!

For me, it was this last Friday.

I really do get excited about this though. I don’t like fall very much, it’s nice that the colors change and the chilliness isn’t to bad (because of sweaters), but otherwise the lack-of-sunshine, cold nights, and wet-weather get me down. But I love it for one reason; It makes wearing sweaters everyday practical.

Sweaters are awesome! They’re comfy-cozy, and make you feel like your always secure in a hug. Plus they make it possible to nap anywhere! Yes sweaters are wonderful.

Doodling at Work again. I kept laughing as I was drawing the pug. I gave him a terribly derp expression.

Whenever I looked down under my keyboard I just would snicker and I’m sure someone musta thought I was up to something.

I just keep giggling imagining Ten fussing over the idea that a poor drawing of him was colored in outside the lines. Teehee.

Welp, gonna play some Portal >:3

Rah couldn’t sleep a while, sketched Roscuro in colored pencils… I am terrible at those now I guess, lol.

So like, I finished my homework all on time last Friday…

But celebrating was short lived.

Still work was good and I’m putting it aside for when my boyfriend visits for a week and a half in March. We’re gonna try and do a bunch of fun stuff and just be together lots for my Spring-Break. And I was luckily called in for a few extra hours Saturday too, most would be “boo” but I need that money and I don’t got anything important to do on a Saturday anyway, so I was happy to come in.

But it’s nice getting back into a school week, weirdly enough school days are usually less tiring for me. And tonight I celebrated catching up to assignments (not reading, still behind there *cough*) by trying to make milk tea. we drink tea in my family but dark teas aren’t really our thing and I hadn’t even heard of milk tea till recently, yet weirdly enough we got the things to make it, but we’ve almost never used them…

Still, it worked out perfect with that little pot, it warmed the milk just right without getting too big a dish dirty, so mess was a minimum. The tea is good too, not too sweet, I think I’ll add cinnimon next time, yeah, that’ll be good.

But I know if my mom sees me making the stuff she’ll think it looks weird and requires a bunch of fuss. It’d need less fuss if people in my family were willing to try the recipes I experiment with…